Here are my fears. credits to @LazerLlama774 Haven't released a project in a while, like months.
Heights: Heights are pretty scary. By falling off of something. The pain and effects vary depending on how big the fall, and how hard you land. And I don't like falling off of high places, it could injure me greatly, probably permanently disabling a limb. Which i'm scared of. Spiders: Scare me completely, the weird 8 eyes. The weird 8 legs. The fact that they produce webs. Capture other bugs, and they can bite you, I don't like how they crawl over you too. It's creepy, you never know when they're gonna bite. Public Speaking: Public Speaking scares me, standing in front of a crowd, having to say something. It's like everyone will laugh if I do something wrong. And if I say nothing, people will leave, or do something else. So that is why I don't like public speaking, but if i'm in the audience, it'll be less scary. The Ocean: The Ocean doesn't really scare me, other than the fact that I am a really bad swimmer. And if it's the ocean were talking about, I would be really be scared about drowning, as i'm sure there has been a time where I thought I would sink under water and eventually won't be able to contain my breath. Thankfully though, I never drowned, and I plan on keeping it that way. Failure: Failure scares me sometimes, but not most of the time, because most of the time, i'm focused on getting a good grade, but getting a bad grade does make me sad. Losing A Loved One: Now you might be thinking: "Ethan, how aren't you scared about losing a person you loved for your life?" Well i'm not scared about losing them. I'm scared if they're lost. That is when my only emotion is sadness. Growing Older: Growing Older doesn't really scare me, it shows me that i'm progressing through life, and facing it's challenges well. Cockroaches: Just like spiders, cockroaches scare me, they come in groups, they come out of nowhere, they hide in your house. They're really fast, and it's scary and weird, you never know when they're gonna bite. And it's weird when they crawl all over you at super sonic speed. Needles: Needles scare me because they sting, and it hurts, sometimes it's not even a sting, it's full on pain, (like what doctors give you, but i'm not gonna say it so Scratch doesn't give me another warning, but hopefully, you know what i'm talking about.) Darkness: The darkness is scary at times, which is why I half filled it. Sometimes they're scary, and other times they aren't. But sometimes, it's like someone, something, is staring at me, waiting to just get closer, and closer, and closer. Sometimes my mind makes hallucinations of the objects outside of my room, i'm pretty sure one time my mind made out a head, or what looked like a person that was staring at me, and it was creepy. Holes: Holes are scary, but it's depending on how big or deep the hole is, i'm not an experienced climber, so if I fell in a hole, then I wouldn't be able to climb out, and rather somebody would have to pick me out, or somebody would have to call somebody else to pick me up. It's scary because you think you won't get out of the hole. Class Reportings: Class Reportings don't really scare me, as most of the time, I don't think about my grade, or i'm rather really focused, or confident i'll get a good grade, and if I don't, I get sad. Small Spaces: Small Spaces don't really scare me, but if I can't breath or can't move, I feel like i'm gonna get squished. Strangers: Strangers completely scare me, the thought of somebody you don't know is scary, it feels like they're gonna do something to you, kidnap you. And it's just really scary. Which is one of the reasons why when i'm out somewhere with my parents, I don't just run off thinking that everything will be fine. Clowns: Clowns scare me. I don't like their crazy personality, their choice of clothing, they look and sound maniacal. I mean have you seen I.T.? And they waste good pie.
