ok so my friends will leave me behind, pretend im not there but they can clerly see me (witch triggers something that making me think im dead and i can see them but they cant see me, ive had this fear for about 5 years now so ALL of my friends know and if were not at school it will most likey cause me cry), ignore me when im talking to them and make me restart over and over again, and they have friends who will call me slurs/curses/bad names and the fist 3 they will do ALL.OF.THE.TIME. and the fear, bc of them doing that every time they do it the fear grows so thats why its lead me to cry, the reason i cry is bc all of the bad thoughts go through my head, most common one is "im dead and they cant see me" thats why i get triggered by it :) idk if there toxic or not bc they stoped doing it for the 2ed marking period the first time in forever! but Have a nice night/day my raindrops!!! -CatsAndDogs202
