i feel like im a dissapointment sometimes i hear my mom saying that my little brother is a genius while i'm stuck in a endless cycle of pain doing things FOR him like if he spills something I have to clean it up, i'm the one who gets blamed i'm the one who gets bullied why does it have to be me? I EVEN FAILED 2 TESTS AND GOT A 1. i study extra hard but my parents don't believe me i always think about my life and guess what IM JUST A 11 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO PRETENDS TO BE FINE BUT IS NOT. im sorry. but sometimes i feel like hurting myself or leaving scratch. just ignore this :')
Don't worry im fine :')