alRight Ill use this project to complain I guess haha So uh, I wanted to ask, why is my art literally sO bad for my age compared to other people online- I'm barely 12 and my art is kind of sad ajbqwsiqw- I mean, I can't spend more than 5 minutes on a drawing without actually going insane but that can't be an excuse for this aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa// I mean, yeah I've improved in some ways, gotten worse in A LOT of ways and my personality has died from this so uh- I don't understand what I'm doing wrong- more practice needed? a lot more-? should I spend my whole day drawing- what can I do, seriously- I don't know- People NEVER say anything IRL about my art besides "AWWWWW cute" even when I drew legit murder to test it. even a "What is it supposed to be?" every so often would make me happier, even an "I hate this drawing" would be better. unless its supposed to be cute then just- anyone else probably has experienced this. my mom stopped giving me compliments about my art besides "Cute" every few times and "cute" is becoming my least favourite word. Gore? cute. Organs? cute. actual painful death? cute. anything is cute- back to my original complaint- Yep I normally laugh about my problems. I don't understand why though, every time I see those 10 year olds with freaking 18 year old looking art I pretty much instantly leave the room and cry for a minute or so, then laugh about how dumb it is to do that. I don't want to leave online and such but I might have to, or resort to sharing projects and reading messages at MOST- no more looking at profiles for me. Looking at my friend's art makes my feel like its a great time to go ahead and cry. How about people don't lie about their ages- I dont hurt myself at all (besides one time that was kind of for self defence, someone being slightly over... in love? don't know how to say it but a tiny cut on my leg and they left me, finally.) so yeah- but please WHY is my art sO bad for my age compared to people under my age online lol I'm in a nice grade 7 class and technically should be in grade 6 due to my birthday but- I don't care about that anymore. Oh! I randomly got tripped on my way out of school. It wasn't that that got me mad, it was them literally whispering trash about unrelated subjects as I left, including art. I caught "art" "Vision" and "sports" or something but ewuigdwqiugsquw whatever. wheeeee one last time why is my art so bad compared to people my age and under online nobody will read this so bye
