Hola folks. yes i have kinda not posted in a while i used to make like 5 projects every day- I don't have that energy anymore but heres another one first i want to say no homo/transphobies or any kind of discrimination. We are all equal :) I also want to say to be who you are, no matter what. Being you and being proud of who you are is so much better than hiding your true self away. Im going to tell you a story, I know my stories suck but im going to tell you to anyways. blah blah blah- Okay so basically last year somewhere past the middle of 2020, I was roleplaying in the cat alliance with my friend. We were good friends and such. Her character had a crush on my character- and both characters were the same gender. (I know this is wierd but it is my beginning to lgbtq+) I was surprized when she admitted it- I wasn't really introduced to stuff like that yet. I barely knew what being gay was. I also did not know what homophobia was either. I mean sure I had read TOPH and dovemoon was a good ship- I just never really though about lgbtq+ Some people in my family tree were gay, I honestly just thought it was a normal thing and yeah. I didn't think some people discriminated others for being in the lgtbq+ community. And so after that a bit after 2021 I joined ELP. That was where i first started learning a lot about it. Infact I don't think my brother even knew about it yet. I was of course totally obsessed with pirates now- after I watched pirates of the carribean. I just liked the whole consept of pirates sailing on the seas, wanting treassure- not the being drunk part but otherwise i just liked it. Anyways as I got actie in ELP i noticed that there were a lot of people who supported or where in lgtbq+ I started learning more about it- like the basics really, pan, bi, lesbian, etc. Soon I supported it. I also had a gay ship of my own ;) Windwish- Every thing was good and all- though i started realizing that maybe female wasn't my gender- there where different genders than just male and female. I also started using they/them too. I also just liked the whole concept of being able to like who you like and be who you are. Anyways a lot of time was passing and I was still active in ELP. Each day i kept feeling more and more different like i was in the wrong body. I had a friend in my class who was pan- I stood up for her once in december but that was a while ago- before i really knew what lgbtq+ was. Summer break now passed, still unsure of who I was. I wanted to know, i flt like I couldn't really be me. Anyways school started- twas challenging. T h e n I watched loki, the series (man, sylvie was hot.) My brother now knew aout lgtbq+ and stuff like that- my parents kept telling me to be who i waned to be and yeah. So one time my brother puased when someone was holding loki's card- And there it said his gender was gender-fluid. We clapped bcuz yes. Later I researched gender-fluid. I felt like that fit me better than any other gender- and the next day my desicion was made. I was gender-fluid. I felt a whole lot better. Then on october 15th there was a school dance. No one really danced- Anyways me and my friend where chatting. My brother now identified as gay. And he was with his gay friends. bcuz gay is okay (which is legit his username on a game-) He and his friend (*cough* doesnt look very platonic *cough*) made a random bench in the court yard a gay bench. Like 5 people where able to sit on it once- all of them not straight ;) (*cough* i was there too-) Anyways we joke about stuff like that a ton but still support it- I mean we are getting older. So i was chatting with my friend- i told her that i was kinda attracted to people based on who they were on the inside- she told my I was pan. At first i wasn't sure- i mean i didn't realize i liked someone at that time- then i did and so know it makes perfect sense that I am pan- So here I am, :) happier that i know who i am more- (though still lonely and depressed-) Anyways heres just a little message: Don't be afraid to be who you are, just be you and know that no matter what, I am here to support you no matter if other people don't or do. Just don't hide your true self to others, don't be afraid. -MinecraftKitten2
