I’m not gonna explain and I don’t know why I posted this but it is 100% me. People don’t understand me or how much I actually understand. People just think I’m this crazy worry free girl living in a daydream with my imaginary friends but I think I’m just trying to get that happiness because with others I don’t fit in I’m a loner so in that world I do fit in. But that’s not all I think about I think of a lot of bad stuff and worries. People don’t see that I hide my hurt or when I’m stirring by myself at lunch my best friends don’t notice. I never say anything to anyone about things. If I talk about thing to my parents they’ll just say I’m being silly and nothing is gonna happen. I can’t talk to my friends because they don’t listen properly when we’re with other people and theyll say the same thing as my parents. I live in this dream world and I’m not ready and don’t understand. But I do I know what to well! I told my teacher I don’t think I’m gonna make any friends And I don’t but they don’t get it and they all say I will but only I know me and I know I won’t! Sorry everyone for writing all this I don’t know why I did but thx for reading this and if you have any problems about this know of thing you can always talk to me!
