I can't do this any longer. I have to stop lying to u guys. I've been trying so hard to be happy torwards u guys but I can't do it any longer. My best friend for all my life is in hospital rn. his got lukemia (blood cancer) and the hospital said his staying there for the next 2 years. But his showing no signs of getting better anytime soon. I really hope he makes it but I'm facing the truth that he may not and that rlly hurts me ;c
