lyrics: when you take everything apart bit by bit it all looks quite complicated, doesn't it but when you put it all back together again it still is quite complicated in the end i went on a walk earlier today to escape my life but sooner or later you realize you have to go back and when you go back you have to face your life and you're wondering if it's all on track i'm left wondering what my life will be and i'm wondering how my life could have been and i'm pondering the way my life is now but everything eventually comes to an end and it's 2am and i can't sleep 'cause the feelings are inside of me and they're all i ever think about oh, i wish i could just throw them out i've never said all this before being honest is what i deplore as i lie in bed and write this song oh, how did it all go so wrong? i feel like i should say why these lyrics exist i wrote them all five months ago when i was sick and as i sing this song today, i have a clear mind so don't worry about me; i am fine [saxophone solo] [piano solo] but uncertainty is fueled by love and anxiety is enhanced by love and it's wonderful to be in love i don't want to be in love and it's 2pm and i can't breathe because i am filled with anxiety and everything in my mind is blank so why do i feel that my heart has sank is this the path i have chosen for me or will everyone else just get angry they say that love is all you need but my feelings are filling me with greed... ...and that's all i need
INSPIRATION music, love, anxiety, insomnia, maturity, jazz, bill wurtz SOFTWARE MuseScore (to write and play instrumentals) iMovie (to record and arrange vocals) TIMELINE "when you take ... to an end" written Sept 3rd, 2020 "and it's 2am ... throw them out" written Sept 14th, 2020 "i've never said ... go so wrong" written Sept 25th, 2020 "and it's 2pm ... me with greed" written Sept 25th, 2020 rest of the lyrics written May 20th - 21st, 2021 instrumental written July 16th - 18th, Aug 12th, 2021 singing recorded Aug 12th, 2021 #Music #Art #Song #Love #Anxiety
