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[Please read and don't complain about the project not working] Before you think I'm leaving, / I'm not! / But, with a lot of the people around me leaving, I might as well talk about my eventual leave. After all, it's going to happen at one point in time. I'm going to organize it into a few chapters/sections. When? Why? What am I going to do? What's Going to Happen to Crazibot (the Account)? What's Going to Happen to Crazibot (the main name)? What is happening as of now? How will/do I find you? How should I remember you? [End] Let's get started. --- When. Not now, not as of now. I feel as if it'd be too early to leave. It might be soon, but not as of now. I'm staying unless otherwise. --- Why? I have a few reasons: 1. I'm growing up, and need to move on. Focus on my education more. (Which I have been doing) 2. Scratch isn't as fun as it used to be 3. I need to keep myself in a good mental state, and not isolate myself as I have before. 4. My friends are leaving, so why stay if I'm just going to feel lonely? 5. Scratch is restricting; I want to make crazy content, romantic and violent. In conclusion, I'd probably leave because I felt the need to. Not that anyone is forcing me to. --- What Am I going to do? I feel like just leaving Scratch behind, go by another alias, and generally be a new person. Join a writing site or join a video-making one, or join a social media that I'd like. Or maybe just leave the internet entirely. I like my anonymity. I like not being known. Being that mysterious person who manages to make you smile or laugh. It's nice to know I've made someone do so. I could be in your life and you wouldn't know. You could be in my life and I wouldn't know. With everything that's happened in my life and every drama I've had on Scratch, I prefer to remain anonymous as possible. That's why I don't like the idea of my character, Onyx, outside of Scratch. I'll be honest. Onyx is pretty much a comfort character. A character I feel I could portray as myself in situations. Like Hatsune Miku. or Lloyd Garmadon. Or K.K. Slider. (it's why I cherish them so much) It just doesn't feel right to me to have Onyx, a character I created as a cover-up as myself, on another site that I'm not on. It feels as if some of my anonymity is... gone. As if it was revoked. But that's a different topic that you're probably not interested in hearing me ramble in. In conclusion, I'd leave the internet entirely with little to no trace. --- What's Going to Happen to Crazibot? (The Account) When I leave, I'll probably keep most of my projects up. I worked hard on them and people deserve to see the work I've done. I'll contact Scratch Team to "censor" (basically replace text so that my previous post couldn't be read) my forum posts, as I don't want those to float around. Although, I could change my mind in this. I might have all of my projects deleted. I don't know, and I might never. In conclusion, some will be left, but most might be gone, depending what happens by that time. --- What's Going to Happen to Crazibot (The Main Name)? I might use it for other games/places. I've used it for a few other things, like Dragon City (I have a personal attachment. xD) and other games before hand. Although, I might just never use Onyx again, so it'd make it harder for most to find me. But, I will use the Crazi part. It's something "original" I've came up with and I cherish it. In the end, might use it for minor games. --- What is Happening as of Now? Well, even I don't know. All I know is that I'm not leaving soon-soon. Whatever I do, God will help guide me out of my feeling of loneliness. I put my faith in him and I know he will guide me out. All I ask is that, don't feel guilty for what I'm feeling. My feeling has come on its own; I might have made it for all I know. None of you guys have caused this feeling at all, so please, for the life of me, don't feel guilty. I love you, God loves you, and you know you deserve this love. I don't care what you have to say to me after this, whether you shun me or stay with me, just know I love you for whatever you do. You deserve love no matter what happens to you. In conclusion, I'm deciding on my leave eventually. --- How will/do I find you? If I trust you or know you, I'll give you contact paths when I get them in the future. As of now, I don't have much because I barely trust anything. --- How should I remember you? The Girl who wanted to make you happy. I made most of my content to make people happy, or make myself happy. Or better. Or maybe I made it because I could. Or maybe I made it cause I needed to call out something. Or maybe I just made a fool of myself making the project. Either way. Remember me how you like, I guess. --- In Major Conclusion, When I leave, there might be nothing left. I'm debating if I should even leave in the first place, as I have a close friendship with most of you.
Just know I'm just trying to be honest with you guys and not hide behind a wall full of lies, unlike some people in the world I don't want to just ditch everyone that has known me for a few months, most being a year or more. I may feel like doing it, but I'm also not willing to leave you in the dark. I'm sorry if this revision of the original still doesn't sit right; I wanted to change it so it didn't sound as harsh. I was in a worse place there than I am now. Feel free to ask questions or generally keep me company. Whatever you do is alright with me. Word Count: ??? Est. Reading Time: 3 min. and 50 sec. Credits: Alec Benjamin - Water Fountain
