You said we'd be together forever. Through thick and thin. No matter what. I'm sure that means that even if you can't be unbanned instantly you'd stay... keep hope. Sure, the name means a lot to you, but seriously-- this is something I've been trying to tell you so much- you need to learn patience- you need to learn to keep calm- but nope. You need to start thinking before you speak or act. You need to start thinking through what you're doing. How it affects others. You're being selfish. You've shattered my heart. You promised to stay. Of course, not all relationships are forever. But I never knew you'd succumb to a level as low as this. Besides if you can access your other account surely you can make a new account with fireflies. Maybe make the L a capital i or something. I'm pretty sure you're gonna stop reading before this part, but if you are, I'm just saying that I'm done with you pushing my problems aside. You're selfish. I lift you up so much, I push aside my own mental health and everything for YOU. I hate to say it but you are so, so selfish. Though you're probably just going to "*sobs and runs away after slamming computer shut*", because you can't hear truth. You say you'll change but you haven't, not that much. Start thinking, then doing. You'll never change the world for the better if you never learn a little patience. Or how to listen.
