TW: BRIGHT COLORS, BLOOD, AND NEGATIVE THEMES Haha, I'm so sick and tired of being treated like crap on a daily basis and when I vent about it, I'm shamed for it. Stress for me is like a bunch of hyenas biting at me and trying to eat me whole. I can barely sleep because of it. I'm probably insomniac because of it. I also want to starve myself so bad but I also wanna eat every 5 seconds because I'm addicted to food. And not to mention, I have panic attacks over past traumas too. Like, I'll just be minding my own business and suddenly I remember a bad memory and go into full blown panic mode. It's so hard to control and everyday is just going more and more downhill for me. I wanna go back to January so bad and just change everything. Or better yet, go back to the beginning of when I was dealing with this stupid troll and tell everyone to block and ignore him. And if I did that, maybe I wouldn't even be typing this and I would actually be in a much better state than I am rn. I wanna go back to the good old days of September-January so badly. Everything was good until that ONE incident happened. Ever since then, everything has been literal ship (said ship because ST won't allow the other word).. And the result of all this drama causes me to go to the one and only outlet of releasing my emotions. And that's venting it out here. And yet, I'm flupping shamed for it everytime. I'm sorry if I sound like a bother too..
Art: @FurbyPaint Coding: @OvwO Song: Darling by Pryces Characters: Blue (my version of him. Original character belongs to MondoMedia) ALL RIGHTS RESERVED!! ONLY THE ART AND THE VERSION OF THIS CHARACTER BELONG TO ME!!
