(not meant to offend any of you wonderful animators for the dream smp series, you all are amazing!!) i've been bullied and teased for enjoying art my whole life. i've gotten used to it. up until now i hardly let it affect me. i was on a disc call w/ my friends. they were screensharing some new dream smp animatics. i was watching as well because i don't have access to youtube like everyone else. everything was going fine until "these are awesome, these must've taken forever! they're so under-appreciated" pain. hatred everywhere. you teased me my whole life for having a passion for art/animation. you say it's a waste of time. you say it won't get me anywhere. you shrugged it off, when i proudly showed a monster i'd drawn. you ignored me. you told me to give it up already. but i didn't. and now? i feel so, so much hatred towards my 'friends'. what changed? what happened? (click bg) no, wait. i've gotta be optimistic. keep my head up. i'll show them i'm not bothered. i'll show them. i'll keep going with my art. i'll prove them wrong. my art can get me somewhere. have fun working at mcdonald's, friends. now, i'm ready to beat you all in a round of roblox wheel of fortune.
:) (edit: i'm feeling better now, you all are too kind to me! :3)
