i love mxmtoon. i listened to this before \\\ "i'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest"
I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say, "It was so great" But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations I thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run All I want to do is run I keep collections of masks upon my wall To try to stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself though I want to break through I hate to be someone with guts in situations But it's been far too long now, they all have foundations I took too much time to try and settle in I lost a couple friends before I could begin I seem so stuck upon the past I wish it played out differently I've never been quite that good I sit in silence miserably I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run Ooh, ooh I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I've never really been that kind of person I crumple easily, condition start to worsen I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run All I wanna do is run
