(im bored thats why im posting sm) FYI: these lyrics actually display my feelings, and i wrote it during the bus ride home from school...so like 15+ mins? The song is called 'Afraid' FYI 2: This song is one of the lyrics i made that i relate to the most. It also has one of my favorite lines ever.. its the last line/stanza/paragraph thing HERE WE GO: I don't wanna go home I wanna stay here Im scared of what awaits me My heart is about to burst, Full of anxiety Every step closer I feel more afraid But what am I afraid of? Yelling rings in my ear Why can't I be better? Your standards are easy But I can't reach it My body refuses I know my sins but I do it anyway Why do I do what you say not to? It's all my fault but I still.. I don't wanna go home I wanna stay here Where I feel like the angel I'm not I'm scared of what awaits me My heart is about to burst Full of anxiety Every step closer I feel more afraid But what am i afriad of? The devil singing along to my actions The one I've become The one behind this innocent smile Sins filling up my heart dipped in ink Everything is my fault But I still I don't wanna go home I wanna stay here Where I can rest, I'm scared of what awaits me. My heart is about to burst. Full of anxiety Every step closer I feel more afraid Is it what I become once I step inside? What if I stay here forever? Where I can hear the angels sing? Would anyone mourn for me? Would anyone look around for me? Everywhere I turn I see you waiting for me I want to see you once last time to say I love you And I'm sorry. Sorry, I couldn't be the child you wanted. Sorry, I was such a disappointment I'm not going home tonight I'll stay with the angles singing along to the wind Nothing to be scared of here in this haven My heart stopped beating, No more anxiety fills me up. The heart once dipped in black ink is now pale, No life there
