This is.. well, a big thing for me to do. I never wanted to do it. Because I have so many MAP part WIPs that I actually like, so many MAPs I've joined that I genuinely love the concept for. And on top of that, I have OTAs I've entered for that I adore the character in. But I just.. I really cannot deal with the stress of it all. I have too much to do, and it makes me feel GUILTY just for working on an animation meme or having some fun with my free time instead of working on MAP parts and payments. So every single MAP I've ever joined, I'm quitting (unless the part has already been finished and posted). If my part is a WIP, I will not be finishing it. Even if my part was nearly done, I will not be finishing it. The same goes with OTA payments. Yes, it'll be a lot of work wasted. But I need to do this. I need a fresh new start, because i just cannot deal with this stress on top of my exams coming up and everything else I have to do irl. In the future, when I join MAPs I'll limit it to three at a time. If I get sick of doing a part I won't force myself to finish it, I'll just drop it. This includes parts for my own MAPs. With OTAs, I'll limit myself to one at a time. With anything else, like DTs and ATs, I probably won't do them, but feel free to ask me. It really makes me feel like.. i don't know, some sort of faliure. It makes me feel really sad to have to drop all of this. But it's ok, because this will help me focus on my series more, and it'll generally just make me happier. thanks for reading, and I'm sorry if I had to drop out of your MAP <3
