I've been hiding my issues these past two weeks for long enough, so I'll put it bluntly: I have no confidence. Which is a strange thing for me to say because, I've really liked what I made. But I did imply in my spite project that I'm always scared that people would hate what I make, or just ignore it altogether. Anyone who just has passing knowledge of me should know I don't follow a lot of mainstream crap. There are various reasons why I haven't shared anything substantial, personal ones included, but I think my constant paranoia is the main one. I hate it. I've made so much this month I want to share or give previews of, but I'm too scared to. I tried sharing that Digimon Medley remix to get back into sharing my creations... I was close to returning to my normal self again. But everything keeps going so wrong. This fear of mine, it must be irrational. And yet, I can't break out of it now no matter how hard I try. I guess, until life starts looking up for me again, I'm keeping a lot of what I made behind SCR V3's anniversary update. It's kind of out of obligation to make something for my biggest ongoing project yet, but it's also a hard date I set for myself. See you then, I suppose.
