Guys im sorry. For the past 2 projects. I have no idea why my thoughts are like this. Tbh, i hate my username. Idk why i chose it. My thoughts atm are smth along the lines of: Ew, that looks bad Yeah, its rlly bad Why am i thinking this? Why wont these thought go away? Why why why? Should i talk to someone about it? Is it because of everything going on in my life rn? Am i just trying to hide the pain? Im going to lose her before i know it. My favourite person in the world. I love you.. Please dont ask about the last part of that. Its incredibly personal. All i need rn is support. But im not forcing you guys. I just feel like these thoughts wont go away.. ever. Theyve been happening since october last year. Idk what to do now. You know what? Im going to move. Yeah. A g a i n. Why me? Does @wishiinq suit me? I made that account yesterday. Actually, no. I dont like that username now. No no no. Why dont any usernames suit me? Can you guys help?
