Sorry, I ment to do this a while ago, but until this all passes, I'm going to be offline a lot. What is "this all"? My great grandmother just died yesterday, and it's been... hard. My mother, the strongest person I know, has broke down crying twice today. The only two things i remember from last night when my great aunt who lives with her called 911, was my mom running out of the car, saying "oh god.. theres so many cops... oh god..." and running inside and my grandmother saying shes gone and her and my mom breaking down in tears. Both mine and my mom's mental health wasnt great before this, so yeah. This hasnt been easy for any of us. I dont like crying in front of people, so my grandma told me to go in my great aunt's bedroom and play on my switch ((I ended up playing minecraft and Roblox cuz it died-)) and I went in the bathroom, sat on the floor, and started crying- Honestly I dont cry Or show emotion So yeah That actually felt much better- What am I getting at? Dont bottle up your emotions It's not good
Little note: After everyone was gone and it was just me, my mom, and my great aunt, I managed to make them happier by picking up foxes and then getting the idea to make a place for foxes in my underground thingy. And just putting rabbits. E v e r y w h e r e - I like making people laugh- Oh- So I was sitting up front yesterday Mind you I'm eleven and have never sat in the front of a car while I could think- So two things We went under an overpass and I just said lOuDlY "What just flew over the car!?" And then we got to the mountain we live on and a rabbit ran across the road and I screamed "OHGODRABBIT-" yeah No more front seat for me- I also tried to grab the wheel bc my mom likes making me nervous by taking her hand off the wheel for a few seconds- Yeah Nah-
