i feel like this is more vent than updates, but whatever. uhm, stuff ig???? im tired, im very, very, tired. i dont know why, i dont know how, my mental state is horrible, i feel horrible. i dont really know why?? i feel sick, im just too tired to do anything, which makes me feel more sick. my whole body is sore, i dont really know why??? im just too tired t do anything actually important. im starting too pick up on my habit of not eating, idk why mnjhbgvf. i just feel so horrible. i dont know what it means, or how much longer i will need a break for? its hard mjnhbgt im just tired. i dont know how too get good sleep? i need help with that, i really, really do. but again, i just dont know how. i may just, have too take a few days off drawing, like, a day or two. ill get payments done i promise, i just dont know when. i want them done before may, idk if i can do it? but ill try. mkjnhbgvbgvf im probably just going through a phase :shrug: ig ill find out. !!warning: heavy topics, like, uhh slf die and stuff!! -- okay so, i wrote a letter too my mom. it was sorta a vent, i kinda refused too eat last night. i feel so bad, because it made her upset. in the note, i tried too tell her my feelings, about wanting to slf die and slf hrm. mejmdjnhbg i know im probably overeacting, i have no reason too be sad. but i still am?
