I'm crying... I'm lying... Yeah, I'm smiling... But I'm dying inside...
This is not fake. I am honestly feeling very depressed and I.... don't know... I'm scared of myself... I need vent... but to who...? ~~~~~~ To Jarret, I miss you... why did you have to leave... why couldn't you fight harder... why? I could ask why until I'm dead, and I will. Why did you leave me and your brother.... I wouldn't be like this right now if you hadn't died.... ~Your old friend
