Song- Kerosene Oc(s)- white tiger/blue- me/ Ophelia Pink figure- my self love red figure- Thoughts red tiger with choker- my mother Explaining - me looking at my hands represent my uncertainty if I'm a good person or not. Next me deciding I was a terrible person and blaming myself for every bad thing that happens to my family. I then torment myself with thoughts calling myself names, then I start thinking about my mom and how she sometimes shouts toxic stuff at me ( I showed this by animating toxic slime coming out of her mouth) when she is angry I then think of myself as selfish and is ashamed of myself. I then turn myself into a puppet to be manipulated easily by some of my fake friends ( this was a while back don't worry) I then turn into a violent person from all the things that had happened in the past and want to world to burn. Next I start self loathing myself ( shown by my thoughts burning my self love) Next I realised how I made terrible decisions and turning to help ( represented by me turning towards the front and shows me crying) the help was my friends on the internet and real life. I know this vent makes no sense but I just needed to share this, sorry if I don't reply fast, please don't worry about me the heart at the end represents my hope and love being torn apart
Vent/ rant) about a week/month ago I've started turning into a horrible person again, I feel like I'm drifting away from everyone I love and turning towards talking with bad people. I'm beginning to go back to old roots and ways, my mother is being very hard on me ever since I've turned thirteen and we figured out I'm having a fourth sibling, just last week she yelled at me asking if I need to go to a mental hospital for singing 'ring around the rosies' with my sister's. I just need a break from life, Also please don't worry about me I'm OK. The reason I haven't been Sharing projects is I've been stressed and my computer broke and I have no money to buy another one. I did this one in Ibis X paint which was painful and time eating. I also had a case of food poisoning yesterday so I just had a stressful week
