Hi. Uh yeah so my first vent. I never thought I would make one of these but here I am. Anyway I don’t expect any pity or even anyone to care, you don’t need to comment something nice I just made this to get some stuff off my chest. I have really been bottling up all my feelings for the past 2 years. I am just afraid of making people laugh at me for being so stupid and sad. So I try to smile. I always tell myself,”no one cares that you’re upset, so smile” I try my best to smile and be happy and optimistic but sometimes you just can’t. I have no rights to be sad, yes my own mother will tell me “You are so incredibly impatient” and other things like that but I still have my friends. And yes all the things written in this project have been said to me once or twice before. It started when I was ten, two years it’s been. Two freaking years I’ve held all this crap in because I didn’t want to be laughed at. I was pushed and teased bye some “friends” in fourth grade. They know who they are. One was male and the other female. The boy would always say how gullible I was and how eager I was to get out of reality. The girl just told me I would never be a true friend, she wanted everyone to apologize to her for everything and I still feel bad because I never teased her or anything. But I’m not going to waste your time anymore and I also have spent 20 minutes writing this. Thank you so much if you actually read the entire thing.
