"and if you're in love, then you are the lucky one" spam the flag ig,, you probably dont have to though, and some of the timing at the start is messed up anyways hello hello yes i actually made a whole pmv!! where or how i got the motivation i have no idea-- but i started this quite a while ago (a few months ago!) and today i *finally* finished it. it's not the highest effort art, as you can tell... it's just a bunch of scribbled sketch lines. but i wasnt going for the good art. i was going for the emotional vent. youll probably see this and be like 'wth, its carppy art, and makes no sense, why would soft share this?' i get it. if i wasnt myself and i watched it, i wouldnt like it either. because it the emotion behind it that makes it good to make. watching this will probably make me cry... id be concerned if you cried while watching this. but if you want to know the story behind it,, its very long. some of you know it, most dont. a short version. i had a very good irl friend and we are no longer friends, and i am still very upset about it. even after two years or however long its been. the dull pink-ish coloured cat in the first frame, and seen through most of the pmv-- that's me. the second cat introduced in it, the grey one, is supposed to be an old friend of mine... some of you may know him as husk. the other cats are mostly irrelevant -- except the two brown ones in the 'you caused it' frames. tech and jerky, mayhaps, if ive told you the story? (for the record, btw, 'jerky' was supposed to be referencing the food, not the adjective... but he is a jerk so i guess it works both ways aslkfhalkashf) the third cat in the 'you caused it' frame, in case you couldn't figure it out, is myself. because it was me. i did cause it. darn it soft, you blamed everyone else and then found out it was you. your own stupid self, messing everything up. assumptions. bleh, i hate this. the yellow, black, pink and orange/pink cats are mostly just random people i happen to know. theyre not important to the pmv the purple ones i just use interchangeably throughout the whole thing-- theyre not one specific person. music -- youth by daughter "cause most of us are bitter over someone"
