i hide this from u all and keep it down from my fam fiends and peeps and i feel sad mad but only try showing joy U~U i suck
this is what i feel deep down.all my sadness depression and sadness the music helps me cry me sadness away and helps me put on the smile u receive hope u understand some people say they have depression for attention...i didn't know how...i had and still have it ^w^ i put up with "stuff" every day and come on scratch to chat and try at least fake my joy...i love seeing another person happy...even if it means deep down i'm still torn apart...i feel pain and sadness but hide it stuff it down and put on a smile like a mask...i hate my life and try to just make it game over...but i still cry because i wake up for the next day....i don't eat so i go fast won't drink so i can live less i cry more so i can feel more sadness i just sit here hurt and then hurt myself more because i hate myself...do i deserve to live ^w^ no...am i a good person U~U in your eyes yes....
