THIS IS NOT A CHAPTER TO MY SERIES BTW, JUST A RANDOM SHORT STORY TRIGGER WARNING Attempting to take one's life (Please take these warnings seriously. If you are a younger scratcher under the age of 11, please don't read. I suggest that you should be 11 years old or older to read this) This one will have me written as "y/n" instead of you guys. It's also based off of the song, "Hold on, I still need you" If you press flag, you can listen to it as you read. Also, this is in Suga's perspective. Suga rubbed his temples, he was becoming stressed while trying to get his girlfriend to calm down over the phone. "Abby please calm down! I did nothing to hurt you, what are you saying?" he asked. Abby was yelling unintelligible things and crying. Suga had no idea what has got her so worked up, but he didn't think it was an anxiety attack. "Abby I'm sorry, but I have to get back to work or they'll fire me. You know I love you, but I can't leave to come talk you you right now." Abby hung up on him. Suga worked until the end of his shift, worried about Abby the whole time. He drove home without any music, trying to calm his nerves. He had a bad feeling.... "Sugar, I'm home!" he shouted as he set his bags down and took off his coat. It was way too quiet and she wasn't in the living room like usual. "Abby, where are you?" he called out. He checked the house over once, unable to find her. There was warm coffee on the table still, so she had to be home. He checked again, but realized the bathroom door was locked. He knocked, "Abby, are you okay Sugar?" No answer. He knocked again. He heard your breathing on the other side, so he knew you were in there. "Abby, I'm unlocking the door and coming in." he said as he grabbed the key and unlocked the door. He was not ready for what he saw, "Oh no, Abby!" he shouted as he ran to her. She was laying on the floor with a bunch of empty pill bottles surrounding her. He picked her up and put his hand on her wrist to make sure her heart was still beating. There was a faint heartbeat still. Suga was now crying and shouting at her to please wake up. He grabbed his phone and called 911, explaining what had happened. Suga was shouting, "Please don't leave me, I still need you." he sobbed until the ambulance arrived
SONG LYRICS Loving and fighting, accusing, denying I can't imagine a world with you gone The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of I'd be so lost if you left me alone You locked yourself in the bathroom Lying on the floor when I break through I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you Long endless highway, you're silent beside me Driving a nightmare I can't escape from Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still They pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you I don't wanna let go I know I'm not that strong I just wanna hear you Saying, "Baby, let's go home" Let's go home Yeah, I just wanna take you home Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you
