okay, I'm just. ugh. The toxicity in this community is growing rapid, I don't know how to handle it. I've been getting loads of hate on my projects recently because I don't draw "normal" or "cute"... dude it's my art style, I'm not going to change it because you're so used to seeing chibi styles, sorry. but for real, I've been getting "this is weird uhm.." , "ew" , "not to be rude but this is cringe" , "this looks ugly" , "why don't you draw like ombrathefurry2??????" , "uhmmmm...that looks weird" and so on. I previously did not have a problem with hate, but it's been getting worse and worse and I feel like I'm getting bullied into quitting scratch, I really feel like I am. I don't really want to? but at the same time how longer can I stay when I'm just getting shoved with insults left and right, it's not funny, it makes me upset and makes me think nobody wants me here anymore, and it'd be better if I up and disappeared. which would probably be better, tbh.
I dunno, sorry for the inactivity I guess, I'm trying to be active but it seems like a GOOD majority doesn't care anymore, and at this point with all the hatred I'm getting, it's clear that I'm better off gone than trying pathetically to get noticed in an increasingly toxic community I'm not saying everyone is toxic, but theres a scary amount that is. I love all my followers(no homo) and I'm happy that I see some that have stayed with me since 2017 or late 2018, it makes me really happy. If I'm inactive for weeks or months, don't be surprised, I just can't deal with the insults anymore.
