Hi, for those of you that don't know me, I'm Ceilver. I'm aroflux/ace, an infj, and an artist. So, those of you that know me, you also know that I'm leaving scratch. So, about that, this project was made to talk about some reasons not listed in my previous project. I originally was going to make an animation on another song, but I found this one, and I decided this was the right song. This project was not about the art, but the description. So, I'm an infj. My mind is constantly wandering in things that aren't real. My imagination. I'm constantly pondering and questioning things. So, this is ok. But lately, it's come to the point where it is too much. I'm doing things to make it better, for example, I've started keeping a journal. But being around scratch, it's a burden itself. I really don't need that extra weight. Scratch has become a community of people longing for fame. In my opinion, this is a place to learn to code, do art, and interact with the community, or make friends. In fact, the reason I've hung around, is because of one amazing friend, @9rainbowtails . She is always ready encourage me, and she is always there for me when i needed it. And the fact that so many people in this community are like that, it's one of the reasons I love this community. But back on topic. Scratch is not for fame. So if you're here for fame, do whatever, but please reconsider your intentions. I'm speaking from experience. It used to be, I'd log on for 6 hours every day and attempt to crank out content for followers. Guess what. I think I got 6 views on the majority of those projects. This eventually tired me, and I went on a long haitus, don't beleive me?? Check out my comments section, towards the bottom, Several people thought I was banned, and my friend thought I left too. I came back with a different mindset. Not that I get many more views nowadays, with an average of 10 views per project. But I didn't produce those for fame or followers, simply because I enjoyed it. So please please please don't just do this for fame. This brings me to an third and final point. I'm simply not motivated to produce content anymore. I produced very few projects since I've come back and very little of it is actual content. So, there's little point in hanging around anymore. Notes to a few people. @9rainbowtails Heya Ranboo, I just wanted to thank you for being there for me. You are an amazing friend and i know you'll be an inspo to many others just as you are to me. Did I ever tell you, you were the one who inspired me to draw. When I saw your art, I instantly fell in love. Your Animations got me through the day, and you are an amazing friend. <3 @MochiDrawz Hi Mochi. Bet you didn't expect a note to you here. We don't talk very often, but I thoroughly enjoy our conversations when we do. Your art is so cute and you have such a wholesome personality. Thank you so much for all your support. :) finally, to all of my amazing followers. You guys never fail to make me smile. You guys are all so kind and supportive. Tysm :)
On the topic of the project, gosh, this was so fun. Even if I completely changed the oc half way through the process of making this. I was originally going to make this with the song Get Well by Cameron Sanderson and Faith Marie (which is a great song and if you want more insight on the reasons I'm leaving, feel free to listen to it), but I decided against it, because it had a darker tone to it. But this song is great too, so whatever. Aaaghh this was so fun!! I'd ask that there is no recolors or tracing of my art, but if you must, please give me credit. Feel free to remix with your own art. All art and code by me. I'll hang around for one day to answer a few comments, and then I'm leaving.
