Heh- I'm SaD. First things first I feel like I drive people away. Second I've been staying up nowa days, but funny thing is I cryyyyy alot idk why. I mean I rehear conversations me and various fwends had, but it's always the weird or sad ones barely any good ones? I miss being able to talk in person, speaking of in person, third my bf is going back in person and I'm worried, it's the same kinda fear that I had when abbyjoshow10 went to her surgery- ok last but not least I'm scared of loss and failer, if you know me well than you already knew that- loss in this case is losing someone important to me, failer in this case is failing school.