Why do I make myself sad so often. I'll just be listening to some music, and it has sad undertones, and all of a sudden, by brain makes me want to have feels all of a sudden. The Cipher roleplay has left an impact on me. I have found a home here. Roleplaying makes me feel really happy. Sometimes I imagine something happening, being forced to leave Scratch, forgetting about it and getting caught up in other things in life and forgetting about y'all. And it makes my heart ache. I'm afraid of change...