I'm a freaking jealous brat. Anything aybody else has thats good I want. I hate it! I frickin hate it! I'm so bosy! I try to get my way and only my way, I see something fun I try to join and mess it up I hate myself I'm having a rough time but I don't want people to simpathize I honestly hate myself! This will be gone soon, just wanted to rant Edit: I'm not trying to seek attention at all. Just wanted to express myself