Earlier today, I got into minor drama with Astro after telling him to not spoil SCR V.2.1's secret. I was too harsh though, and now he thinks I've insulted him when I was just unsure if this act was intentional or not. Now people are thinking I'm the one in the wrong, when I just wanted to keep a secret a SECRET. It's put me into unnecessary stress. Never did I feel so scared about the status of my Scratch account - if enough people misunderstand, will ST block me? Neither me getting blocked or getting directly involved in drama has happened before, and it's left me scared and confused. I would feel horrible if I was locked out of all the projects I've been working on because of this. I don't even know if writing this will make this situation better or worse for me. But please understand - I am not a bad person. I don't want to be one. A major flaw of mine is that I can be harsh and easily annoyed, and it's happened before. I try to work on improving myself though, like with this project. If you still think I'm a horrible person after reading all of this, fine. It's impossible to change everyone's mind anyway. To Astro, if you're reading this: I'm sorry for making my comments sound too harsh to you. If I was too soft on my responses, you probably would continue defying my wishes and that's why I snapped with my comments. This was a mistake on my part that I wish I realized sooner, but I guess it's too late to make amends now because I know there are people who hate my guts now. I just wanted you to understand that spoiling SCR V.2.1's secret would ruin it for everyone, because I would have to remove it. (Not that it matters because you saved it) This is still a very special project to me, so having to take out something so major, the secrets of SCR, would hurt everyone. I never intended to hurt you personally. Just please don't push me to my limits again. That's all I want from you. That's all I needed to say here. It took me a while to get my thoughts written here, and I don't want to share this any later.
