don't get me wrong, I lose motivation all the time but this time, it's worse. I spend my time and heart into my art yet no one cares for it. well, not like anyone cares for my content. if I even get like 1,000+ followers, that means nothing. No one will get excited if I follow them. I enter art contests and stuff, but I never got 1st. Even thought I thought I did really good. honestly, no one cares about my art. really. They're only giving me 2nd or 3rd because really, they're sorry for me. I try to be original and draw everything myself in contests. Obviously, they don't care about it. They think I steal things. No one thinks I can draw well. I don't steal. Others can steal and win contests. I draw all by myself. No one cares how long or hard I work on my art, they obviously don't care about it. Others can like just take a random picture off Google and they'll win. Don't be surprised if I don't join your art contest. Not like you'll like my entry anyway. I mean, people only ever compliment me if I point out no one really likes my stuff...
