Well because, my friends are not put me in other projects like that much and I had a bad mood for a last time. I'm kind of worried it changes my life, mood or mind.. and I'm didn't speak very, very and very much, I didn't know I was ignored person just like @lolfnaffanlol2 and @discocat185. and I'm a confusing person.
Credit to everyone (Also I'm not that VERY sad and depressed, just a little. and No, I am NOT quitting this website! because It gives me childhood for a last years ago.)