All art by me Except for the background. I did not make that. Sorry if the timing is off.... This is a vent, ...I am NOT ok. I’m loosing the three things that keep me sane (my cats) and nothing is helping with distractions anymore. Idk what to do with myself tbh. I hate everything about me and I am complete trash. You wouldn’t understand. If your reading this... I’m sorry for the rant but I need to let it out somewhere. All I have been really posting is rants and it’s not helping me or anybody else. I’m not a depressing person... I’m usually really happy but.. now things are just hard for me. If you know me personally you would know how crazy happy I used to be... I think I may have atypical depression...but that’s a self diagnostic since I can’t go see a therapist and I’m too scared to anyways. Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qn8HIQY1gLE Note: I did not make myself leak blood... Dont worry... I’m too scared of knives and stuff to even do that.. I’m a chicken when it comes to blood...not on like tv but in real life when I’m actually in front of it. Read update below:
Yus I was up at 11:00 pm making this bc I couldn’t sleep... I wanted to spend the night with my fur baby... Her name is mousse. As in chocolate Mousse, lol. And her two babies Bear and Sarid. But I couldn’t be with them tonight. But my first baby mousse is always there to cuddle me when I’m sad... and now I’m loosing her bc I’m an idiot... Update: She didn’t make me get rid of them... but I have to find someone to spay and neuter them...fast
