yes, i moved, im just posting this on my first account because i dont feel like people would want to see this on my main if youre here from some other place, idk where you would come from, but my current account is @cloudiicandy ---- ive just been, really stressed recently, schoolwork is piling up and im just distracted all the time. im an awful person and will contribute literally nothing to society in the future other than my dumb art. so much has been going on recently, i have so many late assignments, i currently have bad grades in all of my classes, and the year i had to have a bad time had to be 8th grade, the year that matters the most when going into highschool. most of my life is depending on this year and i just have to be stressed. so much is going on. someone hacked my school account and stole most of my old science assignments to use as their own, no new info has been found, and im scared that its one of my closest friends and ill have to cut them out of my life for it. i keep trying to pretend im fine when people ask me but im not fine. im stressed and sad and crying but i just dont want anyone to worry, i dont think that i am worth worrying over. i dont want river or rubix or katie or iance to know. they mean so much to me and i dont want to lose them just because im sad, i dont want to lose them for any reason. why is having internet friends so hard. you dont know whats going on in their life and believe them just because you cant prove that their words are false. what if everyone is lying to me and secretly hates me behind their back??? i really think thats going on. whenever iance and i talk irl i feel like they dont like me but i know we're best friends. why does my mind do this to me. i need to take breaks for drawing, ive been doing so much character design instead of school. extra math classes have piled on even more work than school, and the difficulty is extreme, each class's homework taking over 2 hours, and theres three classes. i mentioned earlier that its easy to lie on the internet, maybe people think i am lying, i promise im not. you dont have to believe me, but if you think im lying, im gonna assume that you dont care anyways. honestly i think no one cares. im just talking to myself on the internet. i doubt anyone will read this sentence anyways. why did i think this was a good idea. i just realized how long this was, sorry for rambling. bye i guess
