so... umm sorry that i left i didn't know what got to me i just get really enraged with regret and pain, most of you most of my "friends" made me feel this a lot of you guys, i have and anger issues and other mental issues, that makes me not forgive people even though they said sorry , just this one thing that turns me off, makes me want to do something very, very bad, i have a bunch of things wrong with i'm sorry about that, but i can't change it in life i get pushed around and i feel like a punching bag, i'm at the same time a popular person, not because i wanna, so that doesn't help me and me being inside 99% of the times i get made very easily and want them to themselves sorry if you don't like this but this is the truth i ain't always a nice happy person, i have social anxiety, learning anxiety, ADHD, depression, and many more, i made so many sins with these conditions and i got away this some, but the guilt and regret stays and nothing more, the past is always with you and none of you can change that... life isn't a happy ending -tech 2020 please forgive my unforgivable unstoppable sins and my devilish, cruel, disrespectful, acts i cant be forgived anymore... <||) i miss my old self....
c2a and credit me if used can say all you want this fire in my burns forever and no water and no fuse can stop it with out killing me its impossible nice try to get on my good side for now one good luck, try to make this website happy ever again a new year wont help i been on here ever since 2008 i was hoping the same when 2015 come but now it stopped for like 9 days and back and back again, i have given up hope, 5 years ago i can do this anymore, but you guys keep pulling me back in, in the hell you want me to be in, back to suffer with a bunch of the demons...
