You guys have no eff-ing idea... what s-word I go through every dang day... I'm 16... I know I'm better than this... but why can't I do better?
Music: XXXTentacion ~ Jocelyn Flores (CLEAN, Yw) I can relate to those lyrics so much it's not funny anymore... Lyrics so you can't say there's language I didn't censor: I know you so well, so well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold back I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been tripping 'bout some things, can't change SXXcXdXl, same time I'm tame Picture this, in bed, get a phone call Girl that you XXXXXX with killed herself That was this summer and nobody helped And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna XXXXXXX end it Pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to XXXX in But XXXXXX been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging Having conversations about my haste decisions XXXXXXX sickening At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot Post traumatic stress got me XXXXXX up Been XXXXXX up since a couple months they had a XXXXX locked up I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I know you so well, I know you well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty Here's another song that describes my life... https://scratch.mit.edu/discuss/youtube/MkTdDrn9B7A
