Flag x2 I was gonna post it on @kingshepard but its too sloppy update SEP 17 2020: yes its still the same lmao
Character- House 2.0 ( long paragraph ahead ) I can't even type out how many problems i'm having. But i'll try. I've had DIAGNOSED depression for 4 years, It's sorta a on and off thing but I take pills for it, I used to take this liquid because my stomach used to hurt because of my depression. My life at home is horrible, even though it may seem like a good family or a 'normal' family. My dad, doesn't respect me, says '12 year olds don't need privacy'. He always compliments my art if its not animals, or what he says,'fursuits' . He thinks I draw fursuits (people in fursuits) I don't. I told him that because he think I have a obsession with the furry fandom.. which i'm not even really in? Once i'm done with a premade i'm making im selling all my fursuits. I'm done with this bs. Also, even the rest of my family ( grandparents, sisters, ) treat me differently and not in a good way. When I was younger I cried a lot because there was a lot of problems back then ( not more then now ) . And my mom would comfort me. If I ever cried or something or just didn't talk ( I don't really talk to them anyway ) They would think i'm faking it for attention, or they would just say 'its not that important' when I havent even told them whats wrong. My dad doesn't respect my privacy AT ALL, he just walks right in when i'm getting changed, I don't even have a lock. Sometimes he says he would take my door down. He always says he is right about something he is wrong about. I just wanna be normal.. I've tried commiting 3 times ( not proud to say i've failed from the start ). Nobody understands even if they think they do. You will never feel they exact same way as someone HAHA I also forgot that awhile ago I told my baby to stop calling me "baby, angel etc." and he did for a little but then started calling it to me again. Also the fact that i'm demi-boy, thats just gross. Not to mention, my dad looks through my whole familys PERSONAL text messages, including my moms.
