Yeah, you heard me right. It has unfortunately become too much for me to handle staying here anymore, and I guess now is the right time for me to disconnect the brain-washing wire from this community. I had always considered about making this decision ever since the first time my mental illnesses had acted up, but I always wanted to stay here just to get everyone's attention to look at my underrated self. This time though, it had to get to the core of my system eventually, and I couldn't come up with another choice but to make the big decision of taking the exit from here. Thankfully, I'm still in the mood for chatting and commenting in rare cases, but all in all, there really isn't much for me to do here anymore other than just, you know, leave this site entirely. I'm not sure when I will come back, let alone if it's even possible for me to return, but I really need a well-considered break just like my mind and thoughts requested me to. ...and @-iinkwiinqs-, if you ever get the chance to view this, I just wanted to say that I am terribly sorry that I had to put all my jealousy and antagonization towards you about that entry thing. It's my fault that my mind couldn't control all that maladaptive daydreaming about it that well and that I just had to let it out personally just for the sake of setting myself free from all this anxiety and perfectionism I have with this community as a whole. I know it's probably too late for you to accept my final apology, but I guess it's how life goes for the both of us. Just, have this heart instead - <3 So with all that out of the way, I guess it's time for me to say sayōnara, adiós, zàijiàn... ...and goodbye. ...for now? ...Nah. This departure will most likely be permanent. I'm sorry... ( T ~ T )
cta
