Yesterday, my father and uncle got into a fight(not a fistfight) because of what my uncle did. My uncle does drugs and stuff. He is depressed and other stuff. I am not going to see my uncle again until my uncle gets things worked out. My dad yelled "ITS EITHER THE DRUGS OR US!" meaning he either losses the drugs or he losses me and my dad. My dad also yelled, "IF U PUT HANDS ON MY PARENTS, I WILL END YOU!". He said that because he choked my aunt(who has a 3-year-old!) and then he almost choked my G-Ma and G-Pa at Christmas. I wish I could have taken my 3-year-old cousin w/ me so she didn't have to see that. I feel like the problems are because of me. I wanna hurt myself ever time my dad yells. I wanna see a therapist but my dad said "If you aren't gonna talk to me about it, im not gonna get you a therapist". I need help w/ this. I just wanna....go back...to heaven(i think that's where I came from).
