In the past 5 years, my mum hasn't been there for me. My mum and dad got a divorce(age 5) and my mum got in an argument w/ her mum. When I turned 8(Second grade), she started going to the casino. She didn't return until 11:00 PM and I stayed up, waiting for her. She didn't have a job and when she got one, she got fired. In the summer of 2019, she lost her house. I was still visiting her and she had to move in w/ her mom. Then, she got a BF and moved in w/ him. Now, My mom keeps on asking me if I can visit her, I said no. Today, my father told her over text that I didn't want to see her because of the promises she never kept, the lies she made, her going to the casino, and the people that stayed in the house she lost when she was still living there. She texted me something about her mental illnesses and how she hasn't been a good mother like she was. I started crying and I sent her a text back saying stuff about how I want our bond(that we had) back and telling her I loved her. I also put I'm sorry if I have hurt you. I'm just trying to look out for you and me. I stopped crying until my dad texted saying: 'is Ashlynn(My IRL name) ok?' (this was on my G-ma's phone) I put; No. She is upset but won't admit it. Then my dad said 'Have Her Call me' and so I did. We talked on the phone for about 10 minutes, I was silently crying and was telling him about my mom and me's conversation. Then, here I am, writting this. I am now crying again.
Call me a cry baby or call me names. idc. But what I am going through, it hurts. A lot. If u were in my situation, wouldn't u cry?
