Alot of people seem to think I'm banned. I'm not. What happened was, somebody stole some of my work, I got upset, and in a split second i made the irrational decision to unshare all of my projects. I instantly regretted doing so. So I shared most of them back, but it still hurt, because all of the original post dates were wrong, and all the projects are out of order. And I am so angry at myself for that. I've not been in a very good place mentally for the past one or two months I feel. With the whole thing that's going on with scratch and my projects, and about what happened to @howlfreeplease. To make a long story short, she got in trouble for something (That i feel terribly guilty for.) and I have not been able to speak to her for the past 9 months. And because of how long it's been, it feels like she never even existed. It really hurts. I don't know how to explain it in a way that you all will understand how im feeling. It almost feels like someone very close to me has died. I knew somebody from the past that dosen't exist anymore and I won't ever get back. Except, whenever I think about her or read old conversations we've had, they don't feel real. It feels like it was all fake and it never happened, even though it did. For almost 9 months I've been crying over Howl. There are ways im able to contact her now, however, like I said before, she dosen't feel real. @CinnamonNugget
