So basically everytime I wake up it feels like bad stuff happens to me, my loved ones dying, someone being a fake friend and me finding out, and moving away when I have finally made some true friends. Now I have anxiety and I always stress that any moment one of my friends will leave me out of the couple of friends I have. I feel like the soul in me is draining every day, my nightmares getting badder and badder. I feel like I have to force myself to be happy sometimes..
If your are one of my current friends don't worry I know you're not a fake one! Also the beggining with the dragon is me lucid dreaming if any of you are wondering. Click the flag a couple of times to get rid of lag plz!!