⸸Howdy♱ ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yep,another meme in the same day.Sorry for being inactive previously.It's just..It's kinda hard to explain.Lets say i was (too?) emotional.Staying locked inside the same house with my family is the wrost thing i could do.Why,you may ask.Well me and my mother are..uh.. not really close.She always makes fun of me about EVERYTHING. from my body to how i even breathe- aka toxic parent.We fight 24/7.Also a small fact about me , lately i started hating BADLY swimming.The reason?My mum puts swimming first from everything (school , my body and my feelings).Even tho my birthday is in like a week i'm not at all excited.I actually never celebrated my birthday.No cake , no parties, no gifts.But as they say 'You can't miss something you never had'.My parents (especially my mom) always saw my birthday as 'ugh we have to buy candy to give to other kids for the mistake's birthday'.How did my birthday go last year?Awful.It happened to have a race on the same day and let's say i didn't go as well as my mother excepted.How did it end?I got yelled at for several hours and cried myself to sleep.Yea... but no need to pity me I've got used to it.Another thing about swimming?It's now my punishment (yes i asked her why do i still keep swimming thats what she said) Anyways- have you noticed that Tiff's eyes have no shine?Welp since Tiff's my main she has to kinda represent me... Yeah i think im quite of an emo now.I just feel.. almost nothing.My brother tried to tell me a few jokes to laugh and i just kept a straight face.I didn't feel like laughing.Same about being sad.I may be having the wrost time of my life but i will just keep a straight face.Not even a tear.If try to cry i just feel my eyes burning.But if im with someone who is close to me I'm just back to normal?I knew I'm weird but not that weird XD.Also sorry for making you read all of this.If you read it.I just felt like telling you so as to know why i was inactive.But as i said dont feel sorry for me it will all end sometime.Well now im waiting for my "new start" like my dream ( i hit my chin and my tooth fell out but there was a new tooth under it).I dont think I'm pregnant like the sites say. XD.That dream is also the reason im redesigning my Oc's and Starting all over again in Scratch.Welp that's all ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Original Project : @--owo-- Art and Oc: @Cloudykitty05 Oc used: Tiffany Song: Cheat Codes - Hold on
