Here is another one hour drawing of mine. 100%. If you like these please leave a love and a favorite. Story (long): I am Shadepaw. I tore Wisperpaw's heart to shreds. Making him regret everything. I wish, it wasn't that harsh. Now he sits alone in the marsh of the swamp. Where we used to stomp, water in each other's face. Where we used to chase dreams. His face always gleamed. His love beamed my heart up; to paradise. The love I gave him was a paradox. Now he sits counting stars; alone. I wish I could go back to him. But I can't. Even how hard I try, I don't have the guts to. My eyes so blue; sinking deeper in my emotions. Wondering why did I had to leave him. Now he sits at our date; where he asked me to be his mate. And then right there I walked away. Left without a word to say. I wasn't in my bright mind that day. Is it a mistake leaving him? Do I really love him to think about him over and over again? Why do I have this connection to him? I try to forget him, but I can't for some reason. Maybe he is my light; but I am in the dark; afraid, alone. and lost. Maybe he would of protected me, maybe night wouldn't be so scary after all. My heart is like a beach ball, has limits until it will burst open and spill my emotions through the air. And everyone will laugh. And there will be no one to spare me when it happens. I am so broken and I have shattered myself in the process. I regret breaking his heart. And everyone will point at me and laugh. I don't care. When I close my eyes I'll only see him. My mate I rejected. I am so lost and broken. I wish he was here to pick me up off the ground and put me back together. But it won't happen, for a long time. I am so broken inside. Is this life worth living?
Song: Counting Stars (instrumental)
