i dunno,,, my mind keeps trailing back to events that occurred in december i told them it would have this effect on me but i was forced to go through with it anyway and look where i am now quarantine doesn't help,,, and its gonna be on and off until 2022,,, but i don't think i can mentally take another week of this i shouldn't be left alone with myself for this long it isn't healthy its like when something good finally happens i ruin it. for myself. constantly. by thinking. its like that mixed feeling of "leave me alone i don't wanna talk to people and ruin you too" and "don't leave me i'll destroy myself" also come on people, none of you actually like my art you're just here because i'm *hahhHAhhAH* c o o l :eyes: don't say anything about this on my profile :( comments are off for a reason you dunce i'm waiting for god to come out and tell me my life is just one giant april fools prank
