wow, my first vent. wonderful! ahhh... this social distancing is really messing me up, i... just... miss everybody, and half of my scratch friends are leaving, everything is just giving off a bad vibe for me, my grades are slowly going down, and i'm just having a hard time... blah, i feel like i'm complaining, i feel like a total idiot... my art's not getting better, my animation skill are crap, and i cant get in touch with half my friends, i'm an idiot. there. the end. i love how everybody who has 1000+ followers gets likes on everything they make, and everybody else gets like no likes on a project, no madder how hard, or how long they work on it, IS'NT THAT GREAT, PEOPLE!? when people dont let me into there maps because i'm no "experienced" i dont think they know or care how much it breaks me down, how am i supposed to get better if people don't give me the chance, it is so freaking annoying to be told you're not good enough, especially by your idols, i've only been rejected by my idols, do you know how bad that feels!?
no one can convince me i'm not stupid
