so i have really long hair, right? and it makes me look super feminine so i tucked it up in a beanie and a bit of my hair fall out the front and now i look more androgynous :) BUT i thought that my mum wouldn't like see me with my hair like this so i went downstairs and started doing "school" like this but then she walked in and god the thing she said made me feel real crappy (since ive been questioning myself a lot recently) she said she didn't like how i looked as much with short hair and idek why that effected me so much- it just d i d cause i dont like looking or feeling feminine. it doesnt f e e l right (neither does looking/feeling masculine lol) so i wanna cut my hair but i love my hair so uh crap
