a lot has.. changed.. and i dont understand it im so confused i cant talk to ANYONE about it because i dont want to hurt them and im not going to talk about it online cause im not comfortable with having my feelings online please dont ask to talk because i cant sorry.. my feelings about.. particular.. circumstances? things? people? have.. changed? im getting really nervous typing this goodbye, have a fabulous day/night :) someone needs to because i sure aint.