I do deal with anxiety leaking into depression although I have never slit my throat, thank goodness. I also take medication for my anxiety! and anyone else who deals with these things know that if you need help there are so many other people out there. I used to think I was alone in that fear not knowing the difference between anxiety and fear but once I did my friends and family helped me after recognizing that themselves. people always say middle School sucks and that people are always sad but middle school is just when grown ups start telling you real world problems and sometimes people deal with it in other ways. anyway stay happy!